I am obsessed with the the idea of a new start

I want to move to Atlanta, so bad. I don't think it's necessarily about Atlanta more so than getting out of Alabama. I want to leave this state, I want to experience new, but my husband is stuck. He does not want to move, start a new, and he damn sure doesn't want to go home. One of us has to cave, and I know that someone is me, but I'm tired of caving. I'm tired of letting him have his way, and screw how I feel. I understand his points, but not his fears.. I dont know what debt he  wants to clear, I don't know why moving home is such a terrible idea, I don't understand what he's afraid of. Tho I do understand that maybe he's afraid of failing. But it's not like we have it great here tho. Atlanta holds more options for us, puts him close to his mom... Where is the problem? Was he running from Atlanta when he moved here? Idk... I wish I did but I don't. I think tho this is the beginning of this convo, I'm not sure where this will lead, what's gonna happen, and it's not like this is the first time I have asked... Just the first time I pushed it... We'll see I guess.

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