What You've Missed
I didn't realize how long it had been since I last updated my blog! I've dealt with so many lows and emotions this last year that I guess I didn't know where to start. When I last updated, I had just lost my son and dealing with my lack of enthusiasm for the holidays. Christmas turned out to be much worse.... I lost my mom. My birthday was the last day she called my phone, and I didn't answer. I had plans to call her the day after, but I learned that time isn't always on your side. The next day she went into cardiac arrest and a week later we lost her on Christmas Eve. Talk about a horrible holiday and one I wanna hide from. Sometime in January I ended up in a sort of breakdown, and quickly realized I needed help as I was spiraling. Since then, I have come out of my fog and rejoined the world. I have gotten a job, and am now a contributing part of society. I still have some mental health stuff to work through, that I don't think will ever go away, but I'm ma...
