Temptations

So last night I binged!! I ate everything I could get my hands on, and I felt so bad about it. BUT! I didn't kill my calorie count for the day. I brought my total to about 1,500.. Which isn't bad. Today however, I am struggling. I want to eat everything, its as if my body is telling me the game is over, back to binging... Well sorry body, it's ACTUALLY time for a change. I'm done being over 200lbs.. I'm done being "chunk".. I'm ready to change my dietary habits.. So I'm trying how Christina quit smoking.. I'm gonna disgust myself with junk, and try to control my intake. I did realize today tho that my secret weapon is water. Yesterday, til dinner of course, I stayed pretty full, today I have struggled, and the only difference is I didn't drink water today like I did yesterday. So I am hoping that if I drink like I'm supposed to, I will have a better chance. Well see how this goes. I'll start tagging my weight in these posts.. The ones about weight anyway.

So the starting weight is.... 223! Ugh..
September 22nd, 2015 223lbs.